I've been there my friend, belive me.
It's not an easy game and you will rage quit some times.
The best way to survive is to get some friends on FOnline.
You can, If you want, join TWF a.k.a The white flag.
We fight for peace and justice and we are an anti-pk gang.
At the moment we are a non-official gang, this means we don't have
a base at the moment and we are not in the system. But we will get that
as soon as possible. And we still have events, meetings and alot more fun!
We help eatch other and support eatch other. We help new players and teach them.
Everyone is welcomed to join TWF (with some small requirements), and you will be able to join.
I'm not a high level super experienced player with alot of skills, but I have alot of potential and leadership skills.
And my experience with FOnline will do the trick. Anyway, if you don't want to join my gang, try to find some friends
atleast. Or join one of the other gangs. And don't listen to the "experienced" players who only cares about lvl and caps...
Even a bluesuit can lead the biggest gang. Take care my friend.