Well, you have now entered the world of Jet. When you are in Jet, you are unstoppable! But, when the effects end, you feel like dying, suicidal. So, you must now suffer the addiction (which isn't THAT bad, although the -1 AP is annoying). But, now that you are an addict, you must gather some more Jet to feed yourself, there are many places to get Jet, from players, certain critters, shops etc. Eventually, you won't even bother crying over to your long gone stats. Try to manage with the addiction!