Quite sad to see this repeating over and over, I think you might have some mental issues OCDing so much over this game/forum and should see a doc. Not even saying this in a negative tone but all your posts lately heavily suggest this, bro. Anyway, see you on the next alt.
I think its sad that a game I once respected turned to total shit. Most of my bizare behavior was just to cause an annoyance and to act out in revenge. This time I am not trolling, I well be starting work tomorrow and I have no desire to come back around or to talk to anybody from this community. And I am not anybody's bro, after today I well be gone and won't be PC gaming for a very long time.
You remember all those server crashes towards the end of the wipe that was me, I just blamed it on the chosen soldiers for lolz. Remember that big server crash where you had to change servers that was my attack. I do have to say that this new server company very good on its security only 3 ports open, 22, 2238 and 80 only services you need yes? SSH, 2238 for the game and 80 for the web browser. I only wish I could do it agian
Too bad your outdated shitty french server was prone to an attack and the fraggle attacked even crashed the OS
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I pitty you europeans I really do have no concept of what we believe as americans the right to free speech even if its insulting to those who run things. Maybe its a concept you well all grasp one day when China and India takes over, you well wish and understand the desire to speak freely. Sure maybe this is just a stupid server which you own and administrate, but I disagree and do not support the way you run these forums and the IRC.
You see since I was a young kid I have been nothing but trolled and banned in these games. I was banned from mplayer when I was 13, ban evaded that to the point where it had to be merged with gamespy. I been banned from countless half life servers, was banned from san andreas multiplayer to the point where I had the entire IP block of an entire city banned. This is nothing new to me surf, and you are right it is probably not good for ones mental health to stick around a community that shows no respect to anybody, and to play a game which is nothing but loss and brings out the worse in all of us.
The way I see this game brings out the worse stimulation humanity has to offer, greed, theft, murder, the selfish desire for power. This game isn't fun any more it has just become a daily annoyance. The game has gotten out of touch what the fallout games where about. But I suppose this comes about that it wasn't designed to be a multiplayer game I can get that. This community has shown that it does not me around and does not want to be friends so why should I stick around a virtual toxic enviroment?
The way I see it is all of you the community who is sick in the head, you are all so affected by your personal flaws that you feel the desire to piss off other people to make your own miserable self feel better for 5 minutes. I think you surf and the other admins are miserable with your lives have some personal flaw and you need to ban people for that rush of power and control so you feel better about yourself.
Sure maybe trying to troll another player into thinking I was dead was the stupidest thing I've ever done on the internet but it made for good entertainment. I actually laughed at everybody who wrote the nasty shit they did about me knowing I was dead while I was using a differnt alias on irc. The gr1m is dead joke is funny until it gets to the point where its the only thing written to you every time you talk with somebody. The story was true actually but it wasn't about me but a friend I knew growing up who died in his car from overdosing on drugs.
This isn't another I lost at pvp or died by lag rage quit, this is simply just a quit. I have found a good paying job where I won't have time to play the game, and nor do I want to visit this forum or open the game ever agian. I am moving on the better things. But I guess that is just too hard to believe that gr1m the scumbag who fakes his death, pks, trolls and insults everybody couldn't resort to anything. You guys percieve me as somebody I am not, I am actually a very moral and trustworthy person in real life and I don't consider video games where real life morals and rules apply.
But you know I really do wish the best for everybody all the young players I hope you get good grades in school and become succesful. I hope the best for everybody really. And it was once said, by a great man who I consider a hero. "It is always best to not make decisions when you are angry as they lead to bad decisions." This was quoted by the former president of the United States Bill Clinton. And that is something I have taken to heart after playing this game, most of my stupid posts my stupid rage posts and writing the shit I do to people is decisions when I was angry at a stupid pixel.
But you know there is a time in life where you have to grow up and quit the childish activity of playing video games and move onto something more serious, financial security and life. And that is where I well be I well be working and focusing on that and I have decided to quit all video games not just this one.
So good ahead spread the rumors gr1m rage quit to play hello kitty, or oh he's just trolling he isn't capable of getting a good paying job, or celebrate with cheer that evil doer is gone whatever it is all trivial and pointless. Tomorrow I move on with my life, what are you going to do tomorrow? Ban 10 more people from your forum and irc channel? The players going to play the game for another 12 hours of the same repetive brain dead activies? So really what are all of you doing with your lives that makes you all that much better than me?
This is not another gr1m troll I am being dead serious
that I well be gone tomorrow to focus on the most important thing in modern life, financial security and economic survival. This is the final good bye. But hell what you care you well just delete the topic all because I am simply gr1m. Somebody you don't like.
So lets just keep this at a stalemate, it was just as pointless to ban all my accounts as it was for me to keep creating them. And its also best to leave at you don't respect me I don't respect you. And for anybody to say I am ocd about this forum is the same to say you are all ocd about banning.
So goodbye everybody this is the final quit and I won't be turning back I promise you that. I am not one to break promises. I am dead
serious about all this.
