I wanted to write something, but then I realized i would prove myself to be as dumb as heroes of this conversation if i let myself join this retarded discussion.
And then I realized i just started to write in this thread.
And then I realized it doesn't mean im as stupid as those people, since i find it funny, not frustrating - the whole conversation of two 13yo guys that are not able to chill out and remember that this is the game, not the real life.
And then I remembered that Fallout (Fonline also) is one of those game that really gets you so i decided to forgive those two clowns the whole thing.
And then I realized that i shouldn't call them "clowns" nor this topic "retarded", since Dalaj Lama states clearly, that you can only improve yourself, and that I wouldn't find this topic anyhow stupid if not for my lack of empathy.
And then I decided to be a better person
And then I became a better person, free from judging people free from mental walls and arogancy.
And then I dissapeared since theres no meaning in our physical existance - as we become something more after reaching the most important state of our mind and stumble across the sweet nirvana.
And then I realised that my english is poor, so most of you for that, or ather reason won't understand what I'm writing here.
And then I decided to stop this nonsense, read some more interesting subject and think If I want to get back to this game or stay that way - reading this forum and waiting for better times.
And then i though that those two guys are one of the reasons I don't want to play this game right now.
And then I realised its a vicious circle and I'm right there when i bagan.
And then i pressed "post" button.
