when i started i wanted to fuck cvet crazy for managing to create unthinkable, fallout online that would avoid all my snobish fears - whether or not is the online thing still gonna be fallout.
now, being around for a long time, i need to sincerely thank all the devs, creatives, ops or gms, the whole bunch, for all this SO GODDAMN MUCH that has been done on top of that.
almost every changelog delighted me, i remmember such things as i first seen distress location, i actually almost cried. even today, when i see the distress, i get a scent of that feeling and i find the red location freakishly cool.
laying the radio on the ground an watching it talk floaters, purchasing me an actual base inhabitant, getting a goddamn cockroach. having a private mine. all of that felt so good!
and thats just changes - i dont recall my first kiss, but i do remmember catching my first slave and ordering it around. my first base from crafting INSANE ammounts of ropes; my first gang, heading together to mine. getting my first CA, back when those could not be crafted. people i got to meet.
all of this will stick to me for a long time. and judging by the occasional nostalgia hours on irc, im pretty sure there are tons of people with similiar feelings.
all thanks to this bitter, unwilling, abusing bunch of know-it-alls. i sincerely love you all, guys, and owe you greatly.